I'm not a pessimist, but I think it's safe to say this would be different if it was your family. So caught up in our own day-to-day, we see lives in need & look the other way. The peace I find in my quiet mind comes from knowing that your word is trueĪNd now I'm certain that the best is yet to come (best is yet to come) When my thoughts take shape like a demon, I will rest in you (I will rest in you) I'm letting go of every fear I hold on toīut I know who holds it and it's beautifulĮvery time that I fall short I'm so thankful I'm not in controlĪnd I won't fear the fall 'cause I know that you'll be there How could I fear this heartbeat that beats for you? 'Cause I can walk on water when I believeĪnd now I know it's true, you are the answer to everything I'll look to you when there's trouble at sea 'Cause I know that you'll be there to catch me I'm letting go of the rest and I won't fear the fall You pull me out of the depths, I see you now Now I see fear is irrelevant 'cause you know my every need It's not about the things I've done, but what you've done in me I never could have picked myself up off the ground If I didn't realize I was lost in the first place I just can't take another sleepless nightĪnd every time I am broken I know that it's only so I can be restored Maybe i just need to see the bigger picture Tell me is there something that I'm learning from this? Tell me that tomorrow when I wake up I'll be fine I never knew what i had until it was gone I swear I'll never take for granted any happiness Save me from myself I don't want to hate who I've become Why am I terrified of everything I used to love You take me to the darkest places I have ever been It leaves me paralyzed (it leaves me paralyzed) I feel my heart beat right out of my chest I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares Is our generation too blind to see true beauty lies beneath the skin?Īre they too cold, too numb to see the lifelong effects of the pain they inflict? If only they could see that she's incredible. Scared to sleep, scared to wake up & face the day when she can't forget the things that they said.Īll she wants is someone to notice so sick of feeling invisible. Staring at the scars on her wrists she knows this is not who she wants to be.Īnother night all alone with her thoughts, dwelling on the questions that race through her head. She dreams of a day when she won't have to cry herself to sleep. No one sees all the pain she brings everywhere she goes. No one knows all the weight that she holds when she feels alone. It's not a cry for attention if she just wants to feel anything other than the pain.Įveryone deserves to be loved, but they make her hate everything she was sure of!Įvery day feels like her against the world. So much to give, but no one ever listens.Ĭrippled by the way they make her feel, she takes a look at her wrists & turns to the blade. God, if you're there I need to hear you now!Īnd it brings my demons into the light, but.Īnother day she sets foot in this prison, dreading what they'll say. Will someone just tell me which way to go? Here we go, another day another fork in the road Here I stand nothing more than a broken manĪll my mistakes have got a hold on me again
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